MR. A_ :
Dad, all you ever cared was how I did in my "books". How do you think I felt When your son achieved something? If you're reading this, you'd probably be wondering what achievement I've made.. Things that you don't care, it'll never strike you. Is that the only thing you think about when you sleep? Is that the only thing you care about when you look at me? ..Guessed so. Nothing more. It's also part of what I ponder throughout the night about how am I going to achieve & br able to bring back the A's. It makes me feel like a total fool. ..& how much I've losed hope. You're only like the MR. BETTERSIDE of MR. DARKSIDE. What do you care most? Your wealth? I think You've earned a lot & it's enough! I'm much different than others if you were actually with me by my side. If we lived in a condo, I don't think you'll be able to find me when I'm free. When you have, you'll see me talkin' to myself & how much I've been cursing everyone! ..& sometimes it happens in my sleep.

Man Made Sentences!

I met dus-BYN but I BURN-ed! CC= I Then went to a lake ANN saw a SWEN! "OMG! I forgot to get my grandma a jar of peanut-butter JAN!" So I drove to the neares mini-mart, but before I could get there.. It was JAN! I tried using a short cut but I got lost. So I "WEN (..in Mandarin) - ed" the residence "how do I get the FOOK out!" But the old man didn't entertain me. May be because I was ugly. So I wore a TIARA! It still didn't work.

After I got my car parked, I realised I droved the wrong car that look just like mine!

Tagged, AGAIN! ..from NatMuff'n

Anyone can answer even if you are not on the list! I will add you to the tag :D

1. Where you and I met?
- In the nursery, or was it after that?

2. How long have you known me?
- 15 to 16 years.

3. The last time we saw each other?
- Yesterday

4. Your first impression of me upon meeting/seeing me?
- I was still young.

5. Am I funny?
- HAHA! You're lesser now!

6. What's my favorite music?
- Pop Music. Eg, David Arch.

7. Choose 5 words that describe me the most.
- Smmart - Brainful - Err..I can't think now!

8. Have you ever hugged me?
- YESS!

9. If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be?
- ..Still NatMuff'n or or..MS. N_

10. Tell me 1 of my weakness?
- OOO...I haven't tried this! Sports?

11. Where do you think I will be in 25 years?
- You wouldn't believe I would have said this!

12. What is the most memorable event that spent with me, you can never forget?
- Everything during our childhood times!!

13. What's my favorite number?
- Honestly, I don't know! I ouldn't randomly ask you right.

14. What's my favorite color?
- =.-'

15. What are the 2 things i must have and can't live without?
- HAHA! Easy! Phone. Friends. CC=

16. What is my hobby?
- I haven't been to this.

17. What is my special characteristic?
- Afraid of sharks one time! at Meg's place!

18. Will you re-post this so I can fill this out for you?
- I just did!

On MJ's death.

I'm so not saying a word on MJ's death.

Friendship!

I WANNA see her!
Wait, NO NO..sorry typo!
I MUST see her & I shall see her!
As soon as I see her! HAHA!
I'll be jumping till my feet gets off the ground!
I hope she hastn't change!
She once said she likes my nails!
I remember! She owns a FEW Nike Bags
in a year as her school bag!
I love her style! ..So is Robyn's!

Hmmm, What if something went wrong?
What if They didn't like me?
What if I wasn't her type of person after ages?
What if we have nothing to say & ackwardness begins?
What if it was my bad hair day?
What if I wasn't in the mood of dressing up?
What if I looked terrible?
What if it didn't work out?!

It'll be totally awesome! IF
Someone can answer them all!!
You need to try!

Hmmm, If there's a will,
there's a way!! Whohoo! Right!

Burnie-Bynie! CC=
My Up-Comin' Biggest Rockstarr!

Sadly, in Happiness!

I take my words back,
I'm sick of pretending to be nice,
was never in love. Sadly. C=

Alone.

I need sometime by my own.
Some private moments.

I hate typical chinese names!

I'm LEE, NOT LI !!!

I hate typical chinese names.

A Story.

Like the usual, as i walked in the the saloon
to get my hair cut. The Bastard who was in charge
was sleeping ON couch that was placed for customers to wait
NOT him.

It took me some time just to get him up.
I wasn't sure if i should just walk away,
I hadn't any problems with this
since I was a regular customer.

After he got up, obviously he did really pist me off a lil,
as he, as a hairdresser with such attitude.
As i was seated, he started trimming my hair
with his sleepy face.

Again!! His retarded scissors was giving him problems.
He had to like screw the joints of his retarded scissors
every few snip, maximum I would say 3-4.

This time I really did show him the face.
It was how annoyed I was gettin'.
My hair was still "blardie" long.

He said it was okay & started putting on some gel,
Which he think he would chase me off
with my undone haircut. I told him it was
still too long. Fine, he gave me another few annoying
snips that took him another few minutes.

The only difference I saw was my hair was
probably approximately one centimetre shorter.
after he was done, he straight away started putting
on gel for me for the second time like as if it was done.

My third time tellin' him, it was still so long &
you called that done??
Of course, I bet he was VERY annoyed
with what i said.
I'm the customer, he's the worker..
So what is there to fight about.
I just wanted my hair done like the usual way.

With his pissing brains, he gave me a haircut that
looks just like a crew cut. It was fugly & was undone.
Would I leave the shop with my hair???
HELL NO!

I told him off,
"If you don't get my hair done properly,
I'm not paying a single cent for this rubbish."

He ignored, & cleaned me up.
My anger within me couldn't stand any longer,
I got up! As soon as i got up..
He told me if i didn't wanna pay,
It's fine with him.
DUUH! The shop does not belong to you!
..Nor the business.

I tell you, I could have just gave him
a piece of my mind! ..& ripping his head off!
I was confident enough to swear to myself...
That my first punch on his face
could break his nose, & bleed.

I stood up confidently, & just walked out the shop
without paying a single cent.
Still I was pist. I couldn't stand any
longer of what I had in me.
This form of anger I had.
Everyone knew how I was.
Since my first day of school knowing my friends.

How bad my hair was I was still able
to walk in to school confidently,
with my hair properly managed.

Really. I can't come to school anymore.

Never to attend a hairdresser,

Descriptions:
Colourful on top, black at the rest of the head.
Wears a very tinted black glasses.

Place:
Standard male, Paramount.

Complain Number:
012 - 560 5000

My Check List!

Friends to meet during the next holidays

To all MR. A_ to Mr. Z_

Rules :
"You've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with the ABC's of YOU. At the end, choose 26 people to be tagged. You have to tag me so really you just need 25 more people. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you - but not in a creepy stalker kind of way."

A - Age
- Sixteen.

B - Bed size
- King Size.

C - Chore you hate
- Cleaning & packing.

D - Dog's name
- Fiffy

E - Essential start-your-day item
- HAHA. Nothing.

F - Favorite color
- Orange, Black, Red.

G - Gold or Silver
- Silver.

H - Height
- 172 cm.

I - Instruments you play
- *Bluek* Nothing!

J - Job title
- Student/Athletic.

K- Kid(s)
- Non CURRENTLY.

L - Living arrangements
- Boring.

M - Mum's name
- Estee.

N - Nicknames
- Wirefly, Bombadic, MR. A_, Porcupine.

O - Overnight hospital stay other than birth
- Don't know.

P - People you love
- Friends & family.

Q - Quote from a movie/ TV show
- "Be the best & beat the rest"

R - Right or left handed
- Lefty!

S - Siblings
- An older sis.

T - Time you wake up
- It depends on the day.

U- Underwear
- Size? Colour?

V - Vegetable you dislike
- It all taste the same to me, Just that some are thicker.

W - What makes you run late.
- Sleeping.

X-rays you've had
- Nope.

Y- Yummy food you make
- Eggies.

Z- Zombies are attacking, what do you do?
- Flex my guns & scare them off! Muahahaha!!

My Apology

Dear SimWuei,
Tze yi told me what had happen, but I really don't remember seeing you. As you know I'm also someone who owns a specticles. May be just cause we don't chat anymore..like all of a sudden, you might think i'm ignoring you. I think many might have felt this way, but i clearly wrote this to tell you that there's nothing wrong with you or me. I don't see you walk past our class anymore. Where is your class placed at? Shaun Told me the same thing after we had our events.



Dear Eeping,
I know I haven't been a good friend to you, I'm only sometimes around but not all the time. Sometimes i don't even reply. =C The wrose part is when ever a look through my inbox, the sadness will just run through me. I'm just a useless friend that can never be with a friend to support.



Dear Tzeyi,
We emo kids have been talkin' our way through. Sometimes my problems tend to spill our to you & sometimes I bet it too burdens you. I'm gald we were still able to talk out way through & I finally realise what in common we have.



Dear classmates,
I haven't been very nice to you guys, sometimes I, as a head disiplin been very indisiplin myself. There are much things that i cannot solve, by myself. I haven't been there for the class when i'm needed. I'm just a spare tire to you guys. Really.



Dear Fuiswen,
May be sometimes you might have felt the weirdness within me. Am I really that good at ditching?



Dear michelle.C,
Sorry because I haven't got the time for you. Even every weekend i've been very different everytime i jog pass. I Don't know. I just don't know what to say.



Dear Ivy.C,
Sorry again, you know what i'm thinkin'. What an idiot i was towards you too.



Dear guy friends,
I act very arrogant sometimes, when i needed support, i looked for you guys. When I'm up, I just shoo-ed you guys away. I wouldn't wanna lose a friend.

These ideas of nightmares
They're problem childs,
what bother's them is the words that comes out,
whatever they talk about.
Only unholy, Only have 1 hommie. "Only" is gone.
These kids hang on to every single statement you make,
Like they worship us.
They say music can know how to move, & can talk to you.
Is what they do, We talk about deaths.
They wanna hear about too.
They think this shit's cool.
That no one cares. Teyh wishing they'd die.

Indifferent

Mum told me dad wants to come for my RKA Day,
Whatha'fck, it's his first time!
I'm 101% doomed. Really
He never comes, only mum!
I'm Fuckin' speachless now.
Mum said he wanted to see my results.
Which is worse than all my years!!
I left poker just like that, i just
didn't know what to say.

MS. E_

"Sorry, her face shall not be shown C="


*My New Found Friend!!
HAHA!!

Like They Kids Worship.

Status :

[ WeLyricsEntertainers ] -
always - FCUK, TARD! - SHUTUP!
whatever she talks about
Fuck HommieMinister

Girl's Likes & dislikes.

Please leave me a comment if it's true/fake.

1. Girls hate it when guys say perverted things.

2. Girls like to be told that they’re beautiful, rather than hot, pretty, cute, or sexy. It just gives more meaning.

3. Girls love to feel special, even though they might not show it.

4. Girls talk about EVERYTHING with their girl friends. So that means, you’re possibly 90% of their conversation. And believe me, trash talking takes up most of it.

5. When girls are online, they want the guy to instant message them first, and they literally burn up inside when they’re not messaged. Of course, when they are messaged, they play it all cool and go “oh, hey” as if they just discovered your message.

6. Girls have a thing for guys who dress GQ. (I like the rebel style dressed guys personally)

7. Girls love it when guys are over 6 feet. (At least taller than them.)

8. Girls find it awfully attractive when guys wear just a white t-shirt and jeans and yet they happen to look awesome in it??

9. Girls love sense of humor. GIRLS LOVE GUYS WHO CAN MAKE THEM LAUGH.

10. Girls hate guys with bad hygiene. A deodorant and clipping those nails might help!

11. Girls love guys who know how to dance.

12. Girls love it when a guy pulls them close by the waist.

13. Girls go crazy when a guy smells good. (HINT: Burberry cologne, NOT AXE, but some girls loves axe!!!!)

14. Girls hate cocky guys.

15. Usually, when a girl is sarcastically mean to you, it means they’re attracted to you, but are afraid that they’ll be showing too much.

16. A kiss on the hand with the right timing can be a REAL TURN-ON.

17. Girls have a thing for guys who sport blazers with a destroyed tee underneath.

18. Girls have a thing for guys who have messy sex hair. There’s no reason for that. JUST do.

19. Some girls can think about their crushes for 18+ hours straight. No exaggeration.

20. When a guy says something really sentimental, girls will remember it forever.

21. The smallest gestures, the smallest stares, and the smallest statements could make a girl’s year. NO JOKE. I think!

22. Girls get embarrassed easily, even if guys don’t know what the hell just happened.

23. Girls daydream about their crushes. Like more than just friends.

24. Girls HATE players/cheaters.

25. Girls hates it when they're being ditched.

26. Guys who are able to play musical instrument are an EXTRA for them

27. When a girl is upset and wants you to listen, she wants you to listen. Don’t give her advice unless she asks for it.

28. When a girl is crying, she feels a lot safer if you pull her close and tell her that everything is going to be alright.

29. Girls love it when guys say their name.

30. Girls don’t like hot & short tempered guys.

31. Sometimes girls just wish that guys would notice when they get a new haircut, their favourite shirt or if they’re wearing an eyeliner.

32. When a girl calls you her loser or her dork, it might usually means she’s attracted to you.

33. Girls find it a lot more romantic if you just fall asleep with them holding them with your arms rather than having a night of hot kinky sex.

34. Girls will never say I love you unless you say it first. But that doesn’t mean she doesn’t want to scream it from the top of her lungs.

35. Girls love to see confidence in guys.

36. Most girls don’t like messy guys.

37. They like to know that guys can have a sensitive side also.

38. There comes a time when girls have needs too. Enough said.

39. A girl will cry over a guy lot more than you think.

40. A girl’s wounds can last awhile. And when I say awhile, I mean awhile.

41. When a girl cooks for you, it might shows you mean a lot to her.

42. Girls don’t like it when you think other women are hot, pretty, sexy and saying it.

43. Eyeliner is a girl’s essential product. NEVER-EVER try to take it away from her.

44. Girls hate it, absolutely HATE IT when guys don’t keep their promises. It throws them over the top.

45. Every girl thinks about their boyfriend at least a couple hours of everyday.

46. Girls hate it when other girls flirt. Yet they flirt themselves too. Look the beauty of irony la!

47. Girls will save instant message conversations when they like a guy.

48. A phone call, a text message, or a single Hershey’s kiss might mean A LOT MORE than a bouquet of flowers and a box of chocolates on her birthday.

49. Every girl think she’s pretty in one way or another. They just won’t admit it.

50. When outing, girls are VERY SELF-CONSCIOUS when it comes to their looks. No makeup is a very sensitive topic to them.

51. Girl won't tell you the answer, they want you to find out yourself.

52. Girls loves to brag about their boyfriends when they're in good relationship. More than a guy could think of.

53. Sometimes they think about their future husband, & wished it was.

54. Girls loves it when you keep them company.

55. When a girl over heard you talking about them, they'll just pretend that they're lost.

56. Girls like guys who act like gentleman.

57. Girls can be intimidated by guys they like but don't know personally.

56. . . .

Yet to be finished till 60.

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I need your help to finish this

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Is everyone the same on Internet? Are they equally unfriendly? Why do some treat you like they love you, when they haven't even met you? Are they so friendly that they ask for your number? & you regret for giving them your number? You just realised how annoying kids can get? things get pretty rough? It gives you the hind of, & you wished you could just take their hand phones enter their phonebook, inbox, sent folders, pictures everything you could think of & delete everything about you that they have in their phone. Do you get annoyed when someone calls you & says nothing but hangs up after 30 seconds? The next time you expect the same person, true enough it did happened again.. this time you thought you were smart enough to leave the line hanging' so that you waste their credit. After the call, you found out you couldn't retrieve the number that called you because it was a private number. It keeps happening that it became so common. You started to think of a new way, it's time to change! after a couple weeks.. it happened again. Sometimes you wonder how did they get your number... & you kept receiving empty messages. After you found out who she was, of course you got angry but you start to think she's someone nice to talk to. Firstly you haven't seen her. Secondly, you haven't met her. & thirdly you guys haven't even met. All you guys could do was just through text & I.M.s. One very fine day, you were surfing the net, you met you're real friend & turns out she too knows who that girl you're talking' to is. Again! It turns out she's pretty ugly to. What do you do? you wouldn't reply her messages anymore? would you block her? How would you have felt if the girl you had a crush on, you find her not interested in talking to you? ...would you still continue texting her & pretend that it's just what you think it is? ...Or would you just move on, but you still kept thinking' about her? For everyone's information, it doesn't have to be a girl, it too can be a guy. As long as you face the same problem. I'm glad i finally blab out whatever I've been keeping inside for many years.

Tag from MS. L_

Shhh.. It is a secret. (:

50 Little Secrets.
(I have nothing to hide)

01. Who was your last text from?
MichelleWong & WenLi

02. Where was your default picture taken?
It's from the theme

03. Your relationship status?
Single :)

04. Have you ever lost a close friend?
Nope, not that i can think of

05. What is your current mood?
Tired ):

06. How many siblings do you have?
1 sista

07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
Grace

08. Where do you wish you were right now?
To be with the one I love?!
..OH i miss training too!

09. Have a crazy side?
80%

10. Ever had a near death experience?
Noooo

11. Something you do a lot?
Run, Weights, social

12. Angry at anyone?
Noo.

13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
Time.

14. When was the last time you cried?
Been ages! How would i remember..
ahh! when my dad told me he was
very disapointed in me,
my academics.

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
People whom i love.

16. What you think about when you are falling asleep?
No sex please.
Her, my love ones, my academics

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
MichelleWong.

18. What is your favorite song?
Here goes nothing.
I'll just name the the bands, it's easier
-Arctic monkeys
-Dirty Pretty things
-Escape the Fate
-Franz Ferdinand
-Hot Hot Heat
-Jack's Mannequin
-Kate Nash
-King's Of Leon
-Noisettes
-Red Hot Chilli peppers
-Robyn
-Sondre Lerche
-The Fratellis
-The Hoosiers
-The Killers
-The Kooks
-The weepies
-We are scientist


19. What are you doing right now?
doing this tag, texting.

20. Who do you trust right now?
My love onces.

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
ER..I bought it.

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?
Like last week?
NOO, I'm single.

23. Who is your best friend that lives closest to you?
Honestly, I treat everyone equally.

24. Describe your life in one word?
Lacking.

25. Who are you thinking of right now?
As usual, my love ones & time management.

26. What should you be doing right now?
Nothing.

27. What are you listening to?
Franz Ferdinand

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
Too many to be mentioned

29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?
Jo-shua

30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
Definitely.

31. What is your natural hair color?
black? brown?
...I don't memorise colours.

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
Cecilia - Chitan

33. Who was the last person to make you sad?
No one, just Canceled Plans

34. What do you hear?
My music & sleeping noises.

35. Is your hair curly or straight?
straight.

36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
I don't know.

37. Do you have a best friend?
Honestly, I treat everyone equally.
That's what i said.

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
Just Last night.HAAH!

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
As in wallpapers? Never.
I.M.? Yes, a Lil.

40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
NOOOO..unless it's oral sex. HAHA!
NEVER

41. Are you happy with life right now?
Contented!

42. Are you currently jealous?
I don't get jealous easily.

43. What jewelry are you currently wearing?
My accessories doesn't include jewels

44. What were you doing on Friday night?
Church.

45. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Many times.

46. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
Of course. haha

47. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
YES.

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
Slight fever.

49. How late did you stay up last night and why?
4a.m. with sista.

50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
Haha! Close enought la!

Thank You

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purpose but just for leisure.
Thank you for those who did "POLL-ed", commented, voted on posts,
MOSTof all..Reading!
Thank you Dearest Readers, for you...
..determine the "alive-ness" of my blog.
Thank you once again!
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Cheap Sale

I dislike girls too exposed to the public,
I call that cheap sale.

Honestly I don't want you talking' to me anymore, I'm getting' tired of you. Go find someone else who cares... Because i don't. you waste hell lot of my time. Even when you text ed me, I really hate people hate needs you only when they do. Or else, you're just a dump site, not a bit different. Please, come to me only when you've changed. Holiday's gets worse, more extra tuition classes... Extra homework. Extra of the certain of a people, extra of a certain problem. & how brainless can people get sometimes.

Foot'Sal

HAHA! We were the superb
cheerleaders there larh.
We practicaly watched & then eat.

Help Me!

More students are needed
for chemistry tuition.

Day: Monday or Wednesday Afternoon
Time: More or less p.m.
By whom: Pn. L_ (contact me)
By when: Today (Give me an answer)

Today's Birthday Girl.

"HAPPY BORNDAY-ish."
(sorry, i couldn't find any nicer..)